All by myself...

> What should I start with first.?? huhuhuhuhu.. Everything around me is changing... I wish the past would be the present... But who am I or what am I to say or do anything..?? right??

> All is falling apart.. I wish bad thing will not happen but it happens.. Why is it so hard to cope with all of this?? I don't think I can last longer being in this position or situation.. 

> All that I can do for now is just to pray to God and surrender it to Him.. 

> I really miss the moment i first saw you guys... Then, days, weeks, months and years pass on.. I can see changes to everyone that i met before.. Leaving me one by one.. 

> I have help a lot of time in ways that I can possibly try to do.. But in the end i felt like it was useless for now.. huhuhuhu... =( =( Why oh Why must it come to this situation... 

> Sometimes I really feel like I want to vanish from this earth.. but who am I to do this right?? =) 

> I really wonder what is friends in my life??? All I hear is that friends is there in good times and even in bad times.. But to me that definition of friends is not being applied to my friends.. 

> Before that definition is used... But then it gradually began to disappear... Even in good times and bad times, none of them even bother to ask..

hmmmmmmm.... =( =( 

> All I can say for now is that I just better go with the flow.. It will be will be... Soooooooooooooooooo.... go on with life foe now and try to enjoy as much as i can.. =( 

Ok.. It is time for me to go first.. Bye-bye and see you all soon... =)

lama dah x visit blog.. huhuhu... =(

hai ollzzzz.... hehehe.. lame dah agak nya tak masuk blog nie... hmmmm... entah larh.. mcm tak terfikir lagi nak jenguk blog nie.. hehehe.. anyway.. byk selok-belok kehidupan ku nie yg nak sgt ku ceritakan kat semua... huhuhuhu... my life is in a huge mess... rasa mcm nak ****** jew.. hehehe... cover ckit ayat tu.. =P well what to do lorrrr...??? hanye boleh serah kan sajew ke Tuhan.... hehehehe... soooo.... tak tau ape dah nak kate kan skrg nie... 

GOOD NIGHT YOU ALL.... GOD BLESS, SWEET DREAM... AMEN.. =) =D

hehehehhehe....

hai semua... apa khabar korang semua..?? ehehek... lame dah sya x post benda2 baru... tajuk pun bunyi org ketawa jew.. =) hmm.. kalu sya ada masa nanti sya cube post something new ok..?? =) =) i hope you all are fine mind,body and soul.. love you all so much.. mmmuuaahhhxx.. =) =)

sedih... =( =(

uhuhuhuhuhhuhu..... =(  =(  =(


sedih rasa di hati ini...
nak luahkan rasa sedih nie pun bukan nya org nak kisah sgt kat diri ku ini....  =(
hati mereka jew yg nak di jaga...
tpi x pa larh.. 
demi kawan sanggup buat apa2 saja.. 
betul x..??
hmmm....
nak bercinta pun..
mcm2 jew batasan yg perlu diharungi...
kebanyakkan dari mereka pun memilih dari segi rupa paras seseorang...
mereka bukannya memilih dari keikhlasan hati seseorang utk bercinta...
semua nya sama saja.. 
tak kira laki atau perempuan...
sampai bila kah akan ku mengharungi semua ini....
sudah tidak dapat ku tahan lgi semua ini..
aku lebih sanggup M*** dri hidup di dunia yg sebegini...
tpi siapa larh aku utk membuat keputusan mcm tu...
hanya DIA je yg tahu..
cabaran dan dugaan harus larh kita tempuhi...
tak kira kita suka atau tidak...
uhuhuhuhhuhuu.. =(  =(


Terima kasih cinta utk segalanya... 


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my lovely besties that i have ever had.... =)

this i about all my best of all friends... they have been there through all my hard times and even in my best times in life..... i hope they will stay like that till the end of time.....

this is them b4 i meet them... =)

this is them when they r still active in etnic dancing.... =)

this is epul or i call her scha....

she is to me like a friend like i never had....

=)

this is awang @ i call her ayu.. =)

miss her so much since she is in K.L

this is syeda @ edah... 

the loudest among us... eheheehhee...

this is gwen (left) and shima (right)....

twin sisters.... hehhehee.. =)

the trios...

or i call it...

the DIVAS.... 

ehehee... =)

but not to be forgotten...

our mak ayam.... ahahhhahhahha....

bojeng @ suki.... =)

this is during my friends birthday party... ehehhehe...

it was a riot n everybody i watching us... 

but.. we love it.. =)

miss this moment so much..

this is all i think... ehehehe.... love them so much... hope it will be lasting till the end of life in this world..... love u guys soooo much...!!! 

to my blog readers... thanks 4 reading, see you soon and God bless you all... love you guys too... =)

huhuhhuhuu.... =( =(

tahun nie aq dah umur 19 thn.. hehehee.. tak sangka sudah besar sya nie... hehehe.. =) hari tu.. aq minta larh sesuatu dri parents aq.. so aq minta larh utk beli hp baru.. tpi.. mrk tak nak.. huhuhu... patah hati ku.. satu benda yg mcm tu pun mrk tak nak bgi.. hmmm.... apa larh nak buat kan... dah 3 hari aq kurang tegur parents aq.... huhuhhuhu.... aq mmg x nak mcm nie... tpi apa boleh buat.. hmmm... mrk yg buat aq mcm nie... huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuu... =( tpi apa boleh buat kan.. hmm.. sampai disini sahaja dulu larh ye blog.. ada hari nanti aq akan luahkan lagi.. hingga bertemu lgi .. =)

hmmmm... =(

sekian lama telah sya tak update kmu blog... huhuhhuu... mcm2 telah berlaku kpd diri ku ini... =( ada kah sya ini x dapat layak utk menerima cinta dari seseorang??? adakah sya ini di takdirkan utk hidup keseorangan???? KENAPA??? huhuhuhuhhuhhuhu.... benci nya.... satu2 nya yg ku mahu kan lenyap... huhuhu.... =(     =(     =(     =(