tension aku...!!!!!! hate it....

why must everything be so complicated.... just one thing that i want yet it is so impossible to get... why must it be so hard..???? all that i need is gone.. or i have been ignored.... hmmmmm.... hate being sad like this... why must it be so hard for me??? i really wanna be love... this heart is feeling pain without love... must love be that hard to get..?? i want my heart to be filled with love..... =(